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Paranoïa .. Do you feel watched ?

How come that a lot of people are feeling watched or feel that somebody or 'they' are controlling facts of their life ? I am talking about those feelings that are expressed in some famous movies, like 'Truman Show', 'THE MATRIX' (!), 'Lost Highway', 'The Discovery of Heaven', etc.....
Maybe we ARE being manipulated in some way and we have to WAKE UP. But how ???
But maybe, it is just the feeling that humans have always had and that is why we invented Gods of all kinds, already starting this, being cavemen.
Or even further, leaning to the work of Vön Häniken, 'Were the gods astronauts'; once a far evolved species has been on earth long before and that's why we started with Gods etc. and now we are still feeling this because of the remains in our culture that a God must exist. On the other hand, that far evolved species could still be around!
Or maybe, .. and so on and on and on and on......

Comments

Anonymous said…
I guess one feels itself so important that they have the feeling being followed...
3/02/2005 11:51 AM
Ruby said…
That's indeed one that I forgot!!
How could I ?
That's easily answered, not ? Hihi

I guess everyone feels so, right ?
Euh..., "sssst, don't give it away"..shut-up unconsciousness...
4/17/2005 6:53 PM
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